haha... i emptied 2 of my tissue box on monday...
nv cried so badly before... but i felt released and freed
i was talking to sean on msn...
then it's like suddenly i decided to open up to him
he told me that this walk with Jesus is not as hard as i think
it is just to overcome all those distractions and follow Him that is hard
which is why we 'labour to seek His rest"
he reminded me... that i am no longer living this life for myself...
Jesus bought this life of mine with His blood
that i will live for Him
and i belong to Him
sometimes darkness just encompass us...
and we fail to see the Light in us
but He is still in us
we just have to be still...
and know that even in the toughest times, we are not alone
these few days were quite tough for me...
i felt backstabbed and disliked...
but then today as i was talking to a friend that i knew long time ago...
i started reflecting on the past...
i found that... there are so many blessings in my life...
and i can barely rmb the bad times in my life...
then i rmb the 'footprints' poem...
through all the tough and difficult times...
He is carrying me through...
and He is my feet when i cant move on...
i am not walking alone...
never going to be...
for He will never ever leave me...
God Loves You - Jaci Velasquez
In the quiet, love is reaching.
It's yours to hold,
Be still and know that
Even when you're lost and lonely,
And hope is gone, you're not alone.
Far beyond the understanding,
There's a hand that leads,
If you believe.
Through the darkness, see the light.
Remember God loves you.
The road ahead is long and winding.
With eyes of faith, you'll find the way, yeah.
And when the journey leaves you weary,
You can rest in the comfort of heaven's arms -
Sweet loving arms.
And peace will follow.
Peace be with you always,
As you go.
For now you know that...
Through the darkness, there's a light.
Remember God loves you.
When you open up your heart,
His love will meet you where you are.
He will always be a part of everything you do.
He is here to set you free,
And give you all the strength you need
To carry on, to carry on.
Through the darkness, see the light.
Remember God loves you. (remember, remember)
Remember God loves you.
